Catching Up

 It has been a while since I posted so I figured someone might wonder what I have been upto.

First, I spent the 25th through the 30th of June in the Northwest.  Obligatory family visit is now done for another couple years...hopefully.  I was without internet for a good chunk of the time as my brother upgrade everything on my laptop as a birthday gift.  Wonderful gift, but he accidentally deleated all of my writing.  Argh! now I must start chapter 13 over.  When I finally got back online at about 9 PM pacific time it was to find my Eagle had been trying to reach me.  Immediate panic.  The psycho bitch rides again and moved out on my birthday, June 27th!  Am hoping this is the last time as he has finally cancelled credit card accounts and frozen the checking account.  This of course now has her being "concillatory".  Please, please no let it be over finally (I beg). So yesterday was busy as I landed running and was with him within an hour of landing.  No sleep for me last night and now we must wait.

My heart is in turmoil because I know I should just say to hell with it all, but I cannot.  It would be like cutting my right arm off and bleeding to death.  We spent many hours talking and we know we are life to each other and still the psycho bitch exists.  It really sucks to love such an honorable man who will turn every stone and still look for more.

So dear Friends List say a prayer for my Eagle that he continues to be strong and does not waiver in his convictions to end it all.