It is indeed an aweful situation and I feel like such a cold hearted bitch but, I have to protect myself. There is part of me even that says if I ever hope, wish or dream for there to be a chance of he and I after this marriage is over I have to maintain my distance. As much as my heart yearns to wrap him up and protect him from life, the world and himself I cannot do that and leave any hope alive. He has to know when this is all over that it was not because of me his marriage failed. I think they are both pretty much resigned to the fact the marriage will not survive but, now she is trying to foist the blame on someone other than herself and I am the likely target. I just have to hope the knowledge he has of me in his heart can stand up to the evil she speaks.
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It is indeed an aweful situation and I feel like such a cold hearted bitch but, I have to protect myself. There is part of me even that says if I ever hope, wish or dream for there to be a chance of he and I after this marriage is over I have to maintain my distance. As much as my heart yearns to wrap him up and protect him from life, the world and himself I cannot do that and leave any hope alive. He has to know when this is all over that it was not because of me his marriage failed. I think they are both pretty much resigned to the fact the marriage will not survive but, now she is trying to foist the blame on someone other than herself and I am the likely target. I just have to hope the knowledge he has of me in his heart can stand up to the evil she speaks.