Oh, Dear dear Flist!
I owe you all so much. I have carried the burdens of my heart close for so very long and I finally had enough and wrote some of what I was feeling. To be honest, I was prepared for recriminations and judgment. I am so grateful to all of you for not wanting to cast me out.
It was not easy to admit that I am in love with a married man, though he was not married when we fell in love. Reading some of the reviews to Little Beloved's Denial gave me courage with trepidation to speak what is in my heart. Being able to do so has lightened my soul beyond belief.
As I mentioned before I do not know if there will ever be a "Happily Ever After" for My Eagle and I. So much has happened and so much more would need to be resolved by both of us if We are meant to be.
I want to thank you all for your love and support. As you can well imagine there is some safety in anonymity and so my RL friends do not know the extent of our relationship. It could, at this juncture, create far too many problems for all of us.
Hugs to all of you!